Today

It’s tough waking up in the arms of someone who loves you. Someone who kisses each part of you that has been hurt and used, and shows you the most love it could shake your system. Then hours later you’re surrounded by old haunts that make your stomache roll, and your head pound. He’s not my run away, but he lets me give up my strength and hold me together when I don’t want to anymore, and he loves me despite all of it.

To do list:
Refind inner strength- Learn how to be strong about the things that happened to you, and not just cold about them.
Take Care of You- You are someone worth keeping and keeping alive, it’s time to be better to yourself.
Remind love of self- You are a good person, really. For real. You didn’t do anything bad. You aren’t a bad person. A lot of people would be delighted to have you in their lives, and actually a lot of people are delighted to have you there.
Create- It always makes you feel better when you make something, from nothing.
Keep on Keepin on- Take names while your at it, because it’s your life. Let’s go back to making it something worth telling the grandkids.

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2 responses to “Today

  1. Sam

    wonderful goals. i love creating… it really is healing to make something. even when you can’t fix real life problems, you can make something totally awesome. and sometime it doesn’t matter what it is, you just need to make SOMETHING totally awesome. 🙂

  2. I am in awe of you, you who are so wonderful.
    You are loving, trusting. Again.
    In a relationship. Again.
    You rock.

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